Even though my Grandmother passed away 33 years ago (November will be 34 years), today she would have been 93 years old today. I think about her every single day and miss her so very much. I was always with her when I was a little girl and have so many fond memories of her.
I wish my Mom never had to go through such a terrible loss. Especially, when she went through her divorce with my Dad. We all needed her during that time. I had such a hard time with her death and I still do everyday.
I always wonder if she was alive today, how things would be different. She would have seen me graduate college, go to my first real job in the city, get my first apartment, fall in love and marry my soul mate. She would have loved E and I know he would have loved her. I think she would have been tickled pink about how I love to sew, love beading (she always did beaded flowers), want to learn how to knit. She made my sister and I beautiful sweaters with matching hats. I definitely get my creative bug from her and my Mom. I always feel when I'm doing something creative, that she is right there beside me and always will be.
Happy Birthday Grandma Celia. I so miss you!!